it feels good to be home. to be with family.
i don't want to stay there for too long.
not because i don't like it.
i'm afraid i might like it too much.
and not want to leave.
must sort out priorities.
i should not be having too much fun.
life is not all about what I want.
gosh i should probably prep myself for this whole settling down thing.
made very little progress there i believe.
but there is progress.
maybe the stars will align and everything will be smooth-sailing, so to speak.
i'm glad i made that leap.
for the better i hope.
there's plenty more work to be done.
but i feel like i'm a better person now.
this is not the ego talking.
apparently there is such a thing as being confident, and humble at the same time.
its called being truthful, to yourself, and to others.
i must learn to see others in a better light, instead of assuming the worst.
not everyone is as bad as you paint them to be, only misunderstood.