Wednesday, July 13, 2016

incoherent thoughts

it feels good to be home. to be with family.

i don't want to stay there for too long.

not because i don't like it.

i'm afraid i might like it too much.

and not want to leave.

must sort out priorities.

i should not be having too much fun.

life is not all about what I want.


gosh i should probably prep myself for this whole settling down thing.

made very little progress there i believe.

but there is progress.

maybe the stars will align and everything will be smooth-sailing, so to speak.

we'll see.


i'm glad i made that leap.

i've changed.

for the better i hope.

there's plenty more work to be done.

but i feel like i'm a better person now.

this is not the ego talking.

apparently there is such a thing as being confident, and humble at the same time.

its called being truthful, to yourself, and to others.


i must learn to see others in a better light, instead of assuming the worst.

not everyone is as bad as you paint them to be, only misunderstood.


peace.

3 comments:

Breathing.In.Luxembourg said...

Old d. More understanding

Anonymous said...

Glad that you've changed your perceptions about others. Just like i did. I believe what we see in others actually exist in us too. All the best in your settling-down thing. May Allah makes things easy for you.

Me said...

Old dy, more understanding. Things are not going as smoothly as hoped, however Allah knows what's best for me. May we all be guided to the right path.